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07:54 pm
[Link] | New LJ.... Im gonna delete this one....so Christina329....add me...or not.
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08:41 pm
[Link] | Just my luck... I get a class with the one girl I hate. Fan-freaking-tastic.
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01:43 pm
[Link] | I don't know what's wrong with me....
but I feel so unwanted...
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01:53 pm
[Link] |
??
I"m leaving for Colorado on Wednesday.
And to tell you the truth, I don't think I've ever been this afraid in my life.
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05:36 pm
[Link] | So this is my happy post for Whitney...
I heart you!
No, I more than heart you, I luff you.
Have a splendid day, my dearest pig.
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09:02 pm
[Link] |
Well....
So I cut all my hair off.
Silly me.
And for some reason it reminds me of Adam Lazzaras hair.
To sum it all up...I look like a boy.
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06:45 pm
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Oh, What fun....
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06:36 pm
[Link] |
Photobucket
This is a test post from Photobucket.com
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08:11 pm
[Link] | Sabin is in Clovis.
And I'm here.
Which means I'm not leaving the house until Sunday night.
With the acception of a car wash.
For a trip I've already paid for.
But I do have his blockbuster card so it looks like I'm renting movies and keeping them an extra day.
This is really quite pathetic.
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02:09 pm
[Link] | So...Some people left without even telling me.
Thanks alot, friends.
You'd think that since this is the last time we might even see each other, I'd at least get something.
I don't know whether to be pissed or cry. Just know I won't forget.
Current Mood:  aggravated
Current Music: Weezer - Beverly Hills
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05:14 pm
[Link] |
Hooray!
Sabin got a spiffy new laptop. Its kinda of slow and with my digital cable modem at home, its kinda testing my patience.
I had a total of 2 exams this semester. Both of which I didnt care about. But i still passed.
Whitney....I spilled lotion on my skirt. But i still think the bird poop was worse.
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09:17 pm
[Link] | Hooray for Whitney sightings....and boo for no Bryan sightings at the peers waterfight last night. Grr...
In other news, a bird pooped on my head today.
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03:14 pm
[Link] |
Whee!!!
I love the little windmill!!!!
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04:13 pm
[Link] |
Updates and existentialism
When do you know enough is enough?
Is it the point at which you begin to cry?
Is it when your heart has a hole in it from lack of whatever it may be?
Is it when you realise you've turned your back on everything you believe in and you can't bring yourself to care?
I really want to be better...at everything.
I want to be a better Catholic.
I want to be a better girlfriend.
I want to be a better friend.
I want to know that this space in my chest isnt for nothing. That there's something there. The thing that was there before. What made me live. What made me breathe. What made me me in the end. The thing I prayed for every day. The thing I gave glory to God for giving me.
The thing I relied on when things seemed to get tough. It made them seem so trivial. Now, I don't look to it anymore. I stopped helping it grow. I don't pray like I used to. I don't go to church as much. I turned my back on something I treasured so much. And for me to still teach it, thinking even if I don't have it maybe I can pass it on to someone else. But you cant light a torch without a flame. I'm going to at least try. Because there is no such thing as losing your faith. You can't misplace it or accidently put it on a table at your garage sale. It's in you forever. It's fire. You just merely choose let it burn down into cinders. That's exactly what I did. Now, I just need to find some gasoline.......
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12:19 pm
[Link] | Whoo. I suck at life.
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02:43 pm
[Link] |
I wish....
I wish I had faith and wisdom like Bryan.
I wish I had Marcie's spunkiness.
I wish I had Alyssa's friendlyness.
I wish I had beauty like her and Elayna, inside and out.
I wish I could stand up for what I believe in like Taylor. (except maybe not as loud. And scary looking.)
I wish I could make changes for the better like Derek.
I wish I could be as care free as Amanda.
I wish I could care like Crystal.
I wish I could enjoy the moment like Anna.
I wish I could have an attitude like Colby.
I wish I could be as laid back as TJ.
I wish I could have morals like Aaron.
I wish I could smile as wide as Whitney.
but I don't have those things. And I'm fine. I've got all I need. Everything I lack is made up by these people, making me whole. Oh, and Sabin in the wholeness also. Thanks, muffin.
And I'm very thankful for that.
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01:29 pm
[Link] | It doesn't seem all that bad anymore...
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05:43 pm
[Link] |
Yes, I know a little Italian. I hope this is right.
Sabin,
Lei è il mio un vero amore.
Non dimenticare ciò.
Christina
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09:15 am
[Link] | Stayed home form school cause my eyes feel like theyre bleeding profusely. Which means I'm tired. So yeah. No school.
I wonder where my dog went....
Things have been good in the life area. I applied at outback. I don;t know if I want to get the job. Would be fun, but that means alot less free time that i dont have. Sabin might go apply there as well. In fact, he seemed almost excited about it. So yay for outback!
Ramble, ramble, ramble.
Mrs. allisons gonna kill me. I havent been to class in 4 day. Skipped sectionals and rehearsals. I dont friggin want to play anymore. No matter how much I tried to force myself to like it, I cant. just no more.
Thats it.
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11:14 pm
[Link] | Colbys in town, for those who care to know.
And I am leaving town in the morning to go camping with Sabin. Ill be back Sunday night though! Call the cell if you really need me.
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